love make a girl do craaazy things

part of me still can't believe that josh finally asked me to marry him. not that we've been dating for decades or anything, but its still felt like it was a long time coming because i truly believe i knew we were going to end up together from the very beginning. i was just thinking the other day that i barely remember what life was like before josh. he's like an extension of me. that's sooo cheesy but i don't know how else to explain it. we never really had to "work" at being a couple...it just fit into place perfectly. we're such a perfect match. it's almost scary.

i always told myself i would never be one of those people who couldn't stop talking about the wedding planning (and i honestly believed i wouldn't really want to think about it, either!) but i find the topic sneaking its way into conversations much too often. at least there are a lot of things josh and i want to do "our" way, so they won't be your run-of-the-mill plans. but still. i never wanted to talk about floral arrangements or bore anyone with talk about catering, yet here i am yapping away. whats become of me?!? luckily, all the planning that we've done thus far has somehow fallen into place very effortlessly (knock on wood).

i know no one cares about this stuff. i guess i just sorta felt like maybe writing about it would make it seem more real to me. and now is as good a time as any to issue the following public service announcement:

dear josh's crazy ex who harassed us relentlessly for months and told his mom she was pregnant with his baby (she wasn't) and told me she was engaged to josh and could prove it with the ring he gave her (he never did),
I WIN! HA!
love,
erin